Remember Us

You. Yea, you.
You know who you are.
Let's take a trip down
   Memory lane.. Just for a sec
There's something I want
          Only you to see.
Go to when we met.
     Crazy right? 
A roller coaster.. 
   So many peaks 
         So many falls
We love
     We hate
            We fight
      We repeat
Look at us now:
     I love you
           To the end of time,
     To the moon and back
    Forever and always
        From infinity and beyond
I take your word
      For every bit it's worth
I take your heart 
      And treat it like a precious jem
I take your mind
      And dwell in the next words
         I call poetry to find the way
              To your lips to speak your mind
I respect you 
     With all respect you deserve
          Do what you ask
Some call it whipped
      I see love.
Everything about you
    From the outer handsome you
    To the inner heat-full heart
    That carries loves so much
I'd never ask for better 
    I give my word I won't hurt you
You put up with me
    Even when you want to 
           Forget me...
Not only are you my
                Loving boyfriend
But your also My
       Best friend
Able to talk about anything
           For hours on end
Knowing your right there too
We have our fights and walk away
But we always find the love, the us,
And remember everything
And remember why we are together
And come back to make
It all better
     It may sound corny
     It weak sound pathetic
But what can I say??
      I'm in love with you
   Do you feel what I feel??
   Love me the way you say?
          


I love you baby :) 

Dear Lord,

Dear Lord, 
No matter how injured
My faith is I love you
      Forever.
I don't understand how 
You do what you do but
I do have to ask for one 
Little favor, 
Please pass on these words
For me....
         Uncle puppet:: I still look
 up to you and your amazing 
abilities and your creative mind. 
I have to say that the
Night sky and stars aren't
The same without your 
Crazy stories about aliens 
And space theories 
Please make the wishes 
Shine and twinkle like they
Used to... I hope I make you
Proud... 
Your my whole world
Your my whole life.
        Mark:: I miss your
Theories on life and the lessons 
You've taught me still hold true 
To me to this day. I don't 
Steal anyone's carrots like
I stole yours.. Please visit me 
When I come to your grave 
I miss your love, passion, energy,
And happiness.. Why did you
Have to leave so soon?? Could
I have prevented your passing? 
Do I make you proud?? 
Your my whole life
Your my whole world 
          My Baby Boy Jack:: 
You were my everything, 
mommy's baby boy, mommy's
Angel, mommy's world. I spoiled 
You to the extremes. I wish 
I still could.. We worked together
As one. Your dog tags are still 
On my key chain, your collar, toys, 
And bone are all still in my room
Watching you leave knowing you
Weren't coming back home killed me
It still does to this day.. No dogs 
Will ever take your place in my 
Heart. I miss your energy, enthusiasm,
Splitting lunch with you and cuddling
With you..  Baby boy, I hope your having fun up there in heaven but try not to forget where home is, I'll always wait for you.. I miss you so much Angel. You were a gift from heaven. I hope I make you proud.
Your my whole life
Your my whole world

Lord, please pass on these words 
Give them all big hugs and kisses for me
I accept that you have them in heaven with you now but please keep them safe and please don't let them forget me... 
I love y'all
I miss y'all

          Amen. 

Dear Mr. You:

Dear Mr. You,
     I have a question
And a simple one at that.
     Do you know the story of
         Cinderella?
About how she meets prince charming
And how they live a
           Happily ever after?
You see, that's the best movie around
No matter where you go 
      I'll look for you
No matter where life takes us
      I'll forever love you
No matter what the future holds
      You'll forever be mine
To this day,
    No matter how long we date
You give me the butterflies
And make my stomach turns
You treat me with every bit of 
          Respect that I can ask for
Here we are two years later,
      Practically inseparable 
With all type of plans for the future
And if I do must say myself
I love you,
     To the moon and back
       To the deepest depths of my heart
Promise to linger there
Where you belong forever 
Some say that when you can't
Get someone out of your head...
         They are suppose to be there.
That says the world right there 
Take us by the hand and forever continue
      This one we've started 
Hold on forever no matter how bumpy
          The road may become
I saw you worried and my heart dropped tonight 
   The look of disappointment, worry, and anger
     Made me feel so upset I hate to see
     That specific look in your eyes
      Yet the feeling of running into your arms feeling
   Safety overwhelming a helpless soul
       I don't feel that with many
But with you safety is all I can feel in
          Your arms 
A pounding racing heart 
      Slows in trust and comfort
   Yet races with the thought of being
         With the one I hope to spend
               the Rest with
Well, Mr. You,
      May I ask you a simple question?
Look me in the eyes and answer with 
            Full honesty.
I know I have you forever
      But will you forever be my
             Prince charming?
I'll be your best Cinderella

MYstery Man

A MYstery Man.
Who's no longer a
    MYstery man to me but
        one I can say is all mine.
Two years strong;
      not letting go...
           ...not now not ever.
Oh MYstery Man,
You've told me to write
     something about you.
Here you go but..
         I'm not letting you know this:
Butterflies awakening with
    Happiness fluttering in what you call
       A 'perfect stomach' when I see you.
 A river of smiles racing
    Threw veins causeing
        The muscles to make the
    Biggest grin when I hear your voice.

Three little words..
     .. that are Not so little
Yet, no fear in saying them to you
 What can I say?
          I Love You
 Saying that with every beat 
                  a heart does
       ...knowing it's true.
Is an:
         'I Love You To'
     true when they walk out from
     between your lips?
Never do I want to loose you,
Never will I loose you,
Take one risk,
Trust every word I say
      Your the only one I could
            never lie to.
Finally, you give me a chance,
     Please don't let something fall between
         something that is Strong
There's no combination
of words I could put
to describe you.
    You... Us...
Take me by the hand
Lets take a journey...
        ...that takes eternity
going threw the
        Heavenly Ups
     and the Hell-full Downs.
Knowing each other is held
       by the stitches of the others fingers
   linking the two hands together
So much running threw my mind
unsure how to put feeling into words
But promise me one thing while
I only have one last question...

Oh MYstery Man
Who's no longer a mystery
        to me.
I know your name.
     I know who you are.
           I know a lot about you.
  But don't forget who you are to me
Here it goes....


        .....Will you be mine Forever?

Stolen From An Innocent Sin

Please forgive me.
For I've committed a terrible sin
For I've committed selfish ways
The reason our relationship
        isn't like most
The reason in our relationship
        we constantly fight
The reason in our circle
        we are repeatedly
            down eachother's throats
                  doing everything but getting along
Never expected something so little
      could take and destroy something so strong
Please forgive me for wanting to spend my summer
Please forgive the ruthless teenage way
Who ever thought this would happen?
Such ways of Love and a Healthy
             _________ and _________ relationship
To a:
       "No more happy anything"
I try to make it better
      offering ice-cream, doing things before asked
Yet all I recieve in "Thanks" is getting
                       yelled at.
If somethings wrong,
      May I help?
Please I beg to help!
            Let me help make everything right
All this started when I committed my one sin.

        Next time I promise to bring home the change...

Your experiance of a "5th night of Insomnia"

**WARNING- THIS IS NOT FULL OF SARCASM! PAY CLOSE ATTENTION TO THE BOLD AND ENLARGED NUMBERS**
1 (am) more night and you might start going crazy!! How much more can you take?!2 (am) Eyes looking like blood shot right threw them... 3(am) "Kill me now" books you've read trying to make yourself bored and tired. How did that work out for you? 4(am) Times watching the same episode... three times... tonight. 5(am) Long... very long... nights, that you probably just realized was the fifth night you've been up. Now that you've realized that, you're probably ever so slightly aggravated that I pointed out that it's been five nights since you've slept and you're probably getting large bags under your eyes (: oopsie! Did I say that?! 6(am) Hours into the night and the tummy starts to have a few words to say.. Sounds like it's getting a weeeee bit mad... just an observation of course. How about this, Lets go out for food so I can call you out on more things(:  (remember tired, happy, sarcastic people are slightly grumpy going on 5 days no sleep talk like this.. I'm sure you understand) What do you think? McDonalds? Taco Bell? Burger King? Oh I know, Olive Garden!! 7(am) levels above the ecstatic and happiness cloud!!! (of course this isn't sarcasm at all) 8:15 (am) somehow equals the same amount of hours not slept in five days... (check the math)
       By this time... it's time to just get up and get on with the day.. Face it. By this time, your not sleeping... unless of course your omniscient. But if you were omniscient, you'd know everything.. and if you knew everything... well, you would've known how to make yourself go to sleep. Hate to tell you this... buttttttt.... you're clearly not as "all knowing" as you thought you were (: (oops did I call you out again!?!? silly me...)
       Congratulations you've officially made it threw your 5th Insomniac night!!... and you're probably very frustrated with me (:

Powers of a "Once Was"

walking around the abandoned room
wondering why she has returned to a
"Nothing but a memory"
Seeking for the Once Upon A Time
      love and passion..
In a Leotard..
    Hair pulled into a tight, faultless bun...
slipping into her pointshoes
    realizing it's been so many years..

The empty, forgotten room
appears intimidating
   she walks to the bar and stretches
      with No music
            with No-one watching
with all her memory
     trying to enhance the lost untold stories
threw her steps..threw her ballet..
               from arabesques
        to height-full leaps
                from flaw-less turns
        to perfect posture
suddenly hearing The Nutcracker music
      {a performance she performed in as a
      child-hood memory...forgotten}
turning she notices her post coach
    happiness is over powering and her confidence returns
she starts dancing.
     Looking as if performing for years
     Looking as a Ballerina again
dancing synchronically to her reflection
         unanimous to each others movements
  The passion once stolen from dancing
has returned

Ballare e un amore e uno sport
Non puo prendere un ballerina da balletto

(Dancing is a love, and a sport
Can't take a ballerina from ballet)